This is not a drill

I need to pee but I have promised to meet my friend Elin and her dog outside in 2 minutes for an evening walk with our dogs. Taking the ovulation test the wait for a result is at least 3 minutes…
The Vitanova clinic in Copenhagen left me instructions too pee on an ovulation test in the morning and the evening. The result was negative in the morning so I wasn’t to concerned that it might be positive that evening and besides my app tracking my cycle predicted that ovulation would take place the coming Sunday, however my constant need to try my best to do good left me holding in that pee thinking I would be ok holding it in for our little walk. It was a lovely evening and we decided to go for a little longer walk than usual. Coming back I was bursting and I only just got the package open without peeing myself. I felt like I was just going through the motions, as I was sure the test wouldn’t be positive….But it was!

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positive ovulation

Sperm Of Dreams

Sperm has been bought. the adrenalin is real and I am not sure wether to go for a run or fall asleep. The journey up to this point has been long, and the biggest part has been the inner journey I have had to take. Letting go of dreams and ideas I have had since I was a little girl. I still believe that having two parents is ideal if the parents love each other and want the same things for their children. However my reality is that I haven’t found that one true love, not from a lack of trying mind you…

Now close to turning 39 I do not dare to wait any longer it is time to venture in to unknown grounds and extend my little family (currently me and my dog Vera) with a baby.

I have chosen to use a known sperm donor. This is to let my future child have the opportunity to meet our donor when they are 18. It took me ages to go through over 400 profiles. I thought I would mainly be interested in what the donor looked like initially, however I soon learned that the donors motives behind donating, and willingness to meet my child with open arms soon became key. Family health history felt important too as well as staff impressions. Which celebrity the donor looked like soon also became more than a little fun fact, as I realised that there were some adult features that I really  didn’t like.

So stay tuned this could be the start of a life.

 

 

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